A lot of people sacrifice a part of who they are, just to appear to have it all. They are so busy keeping up with appreances, that they are willing to live in turmoil as long as no one sees it. They are willing to scarifice their personal happiness and well being to statisfy an audience that does not care for them. You need to stop living for people and start living for you. Do things that will make you happy, do things that will put your mind at ease and your soul at peace. In the end people are always going to have an opinion regardless of what you do. Therefore live your life on your own terms and do not let others dictate how you should live.